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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 11, 2010 16:10:00 GMT -8
 you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"Eli... you honestly think that I'd be better off without you? If you were to die, Eli... I- I.."
Ava's voice trailed off as she sunk down to the ground beside me, holding her head in her hands helplessly. I could see her whole body shaking as she sat there, and immediately I felt horrible. For her, mostly. Did I really mean that much to Ava?
With a grimace, I shoved the bottle back into my bag, trying not to make a scene over it. I wasn't worth it. With a sigh, I sidled up next to her.
"...I'm sorry," I told her simply, watching her as my eyes welled up with tears, but I bit them back absently.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 11, 2010 16:20:48 GMT -8
  
...I'm sorry.
Eli said simply, putting the pill bottle away absently. I wiped my eyes, turning away from him, not wanting to show him I was crying. More like sobbing.. The voice whispered in my head as I tried to push it to the back of my mind. I took a deep breath, trying to get a hold of myself as I ran my slender fingers across my cheeks, wiping away stray tears. I stared straight ahead, not honestly sure what to say to Eli. But I opened my mouth to speak anyway, hoping the words would just flow.
"I don't understand .. what's between us, Eli. But I know it's something... and well.. I- I.."
Was I just about to tell him that I loved him? Part of me thought it was a ridiculous thought. But as I thought about it.. it was a difficult thing to deny. I had been with countless guys, some good, some bad, and I had learned a lot. Eli was different. Different in the fact that all I wanted was to be with him. Different in the fact that when I couldn't be with him, he was all I could think about.
"I care about you, Eli. Please don't throw away your life like this.. "
I whispered, finally turning my gaze towards him. I swallowed a lump that rose in my throat as stray tears trickled down my cheeks, biting back the ones the welled in my eyes absently. I felt sick in the pit of my stomach, sick in that if I was too late... I could be Eli's dead body I would be sitting with... and that was almost enough to push me completely from the edge. My whole body shook with emotion as I sat there against the wall, trying my hardest not to think of all the things going through my mind. My eyes held a desperation that I hadn't ever shown, in a fight to save Eli.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 13, 2010 18:48:29 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"I don't understand .. what's between us, Eli. But I know it's something... and well.. I- I..I care about you, Eli. Please don't throw away your life like this.. "
Ava's words brought tears back to my eyes. I blinked them back before any had the chance to surface, but the backs of my eyes still burned, like I had been crying. Damn...
My breathing was shaky and uneven as I turned her head gently to face me. She was full-out sobbing by now, her face red and puffy. I felt so bad... There was no reason for her to cry over me. Anyone else, maybe, but I was fine on my own. She didn't have to put in the effort. But... She did. Maybe that was what made me love her so much.
Wait.
What?
Maybe that was what made me love her so much. No, I hadn't even stuttered. It was inevitable. And so, so true. Ava was... Different. Just the fact that she could talk to me without getting creeped out was intoxicating, and... She was, in truth, what I had been looking for. Popular bitch or not, Ava was just right.
"Listen, Ava... You don't have to cry over me, alright love?" My request was sincere as I watched for a response, wiping the streaming tears off her cheeks.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 13, 2010 19:02:41 GMT -8
Listen, Ava... You don't have to cry over me, alright love?
He spoke softly and sincerely as his hand reached up to turn my gaze towards him, his fingers gently brushing away my tears. I shut my eyes, tears clinging to my dark eyelashes as I softly blinked the tears away. I took a deep, shaky breath, taking Eli's hand from my chin and holding it in mine. You don't have to cry over me... I ran the words through my head again, shaking slightly. I couldn't help it. Eli was just.. I couldn't even explain it. It was as if I couldn't even handle the thought of him being hurt in anyway. Couldn't handle thinking about being without him, never seeing him again. Biting my lip as I held back my emotion, I tried to think of the right thing to say.
"I just... I... "
I didn't even really know what I was trying to say. More than that... I was self consciously holding back something. I wouldn't say that I knew what it was... but in a way, I did. It was an odd thing.
"I know this might be out of line... but .. I love you, Eli."
My voice came out as just a whisper at the end, my hand still holding onto his as I spoke, my eyes deep with emotion. I couldn't hold back anymore.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 13, 2010 19:12:53 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"I just... I... I know this might be out of line, but .. I love you, Eli."
I blinked, taken aback for a moment. Fumbling with her hand, which was delicately wrapped in mine, my mouth spread rapidly into a lopsided grin. I wasn't sure why I didn't say anything right then. I loved her, I did, but .. I was speechless. Sure, I was always one to have a perfect comeback, seemingly rehearsed, for any situation. Any situation except for this one.
In compensation, I wrapped my arms gently around Ava's waist, my lips meeting hers almost immediately. Honestly, I wasn't sure what else to do. And .. This was good enough for me.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 13, 2010 19:22:54 GMT -8
Eli didn't say anything, but his lopsided grin that I loved so much said enough. He looked absolutely speechless, finally wrapping his arms around my slim waste, lips meeting mine almost instantaneously. I was convinced that I would never get used to the feeling of Eli's lips against mine. As they met, it was like every other sensation on my body was a hot wire. My hands reached around to rest behind his neck, fingers twisted and pale against his dark black hair. I pulled away for a moment breathlessly, still holding him close as a smile touched my lips.
My arms were wrapped around his shoulders, lips grazing against his pale neck gently, in complete bliss.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 14, 2010 17:08:56 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Ava's soft, glossy lips grazed my neck, bringing my heartbeat up to an unnatural rate. Sure it wasn't the most romantic thing, making out on the floor of the boy's washroom, but damn did it feel good. My whole body had stopped shaking, and our slim figures fit together perfectly. Any worries I'd had melted away with her touch, any troubles in my life dissolved with something as simple as a kiss.
My headache was gone by now, replaced by a steady, throbbing dizziness. The high that came with being near Ava was magnified every time her hands brushed my back, and every time her lips touched mine gingerly. I never thought I would say this, but here on the bathroom floor...
There was nowhere else I would rather be.
After a moment, I heard heavy footsteps padding toward the door. I paused, unsure if I should pull back from Ava's embrace, but figured it couldn't be a teacher. They were all in class. Students had seen worse. It was the bathroom. I was sure they weren't expecting any different. With that, I continued to kiss Ava gingerly, her lips tasting like lip gloss and cherries.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 14, 2010 17:21:50 GMT -8
 YOU KNOW THE RAINY DAYS, THEY AIN'T SO BADHeath Kellan CorbetWHEN YOU'RE THE KING, THE KING THEY WANNA SEE
Ah, hell, wasn't this just turning out to be a fantastic day?
Hell no.
My hands clenched and unclenched at my sides, knuckles turning pale white as I gritted my teeth. This Eli kid was really screwing with me. I ran a stiff hand through my hair, feet padding dully through the hallways. I turned the corner, shaking my head as this was becoming a bit of a routine. Sometimes though, a kid just needed to get out of class for a bit. Quick bathroom break, and then I planned on skipping the rest of the day anyway. It's not like I planned on doing much educational stuff in my future; football was my future.
I pushed open the bathroom door into the room which was normally empty. Today, however, was the exception.
That asshole sat on the floor, his hands holding Ava as he kissed her. Fuck no, this was not okay. My teeth clenched together so tightly I could feel my jaw popping in protest. Hell, if I ever said things couldn't get worse, I was most definitely wrong. Holy shit, I couldn't believe this.
"What the fuck is this?"
My voice echoed in the small room, nails digging into to the edges of my palms as I held my hands in fists at my sides.
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Eli. He was the only thing on my mind. Every single thought I ever had was masked by him. Everything about him. But I loved it. It was pure bliss. When our lips touched, my heart skipped a beat. My hands hung loosely around his neck, slender fingers playing with his black hair. There wasn't anything about Eli I wasn't completely crazy in love with. What the fuck is this? A voice startled me. I hadn't even heard anyone enter the bathroom. My stomach lurched as I realized who it was; Heath. My god, I couldn't catch a break today. I swallowed dryly through my throat, sitting there dumbly, unsure of what to say.
Let's just say Heath could ruin a moment just like that.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 14, 2010 17:35:38 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I could hear the door swing open, but it didn't phase me. Whoever was outside couldn't ruin this. It was only the second time I'd actually made out with Ava, and it made every nerve in my body dance with excitement. The last time, we'd had more of a one night stand, but this was different. Ava was my everything, and I wasn't about to let her go.
"What the fuck is this?"
I jumped, pulling quickly away from Ava's candy-sweet lips to see Heath standing there, clenching his fists in frustration. With a smirk, I looked up at him, not going to let this get to me. Crossing my legs, I leaned nonchalantly up against the bathroom wall, my eyes still fixed on Heath.
"Oh, did you want something? 'Cause, we were a little busy if you haven't noticed." I chuckled lightly, green eyes flickering back and forth from Ava to Heath. "And, if you're pissed because I'm with Ava... We've gone way farther than this. Oops. Too late now, hun," I teased smugly.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 14, 2010 17:45:09 GMT -8
YOU KNOW THE RAINY DAYS, THEY AIN'T SO BADHeath Kellan CorbetWHEN YOU'RE THE KING, THE KING THEY WANNA SEE
Oh, did you want something? 'Cause, we were a little busy if you haven't noticed. And, if you're pissed because I'm with Ava... We've gone way farther than this. Oops. Too late now, hun.
I swallowed angrily at his words, my eyes staring daggers as Eli leaned calmly back against the wall. Screw him. Fuck, all I wanted to do was beat the shit out of him. But if I couldn't do that, at least not now, maybe I could get through to Ava. It took a lot, but I suppressed my anger for the time-being, eyes turning to Ava with a much softer look than I had given Eli.
"Really Ava? Does everything we had mean nothing to you?"
I asked in annoyance, shaking my head at her.
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Oh, did you want something? 'Cause, we were a little busy if you haven't noticed. And, if you're pissed because I'm with Ava... We've gone way farther than this. Oops. Too late now, hun.
I took a deep breath as I listened to Eli's words, biting my lip until it almost bled in anxiety. This killed me. I didn't even want to see Heath. I mean, if I never saw him again all my life, I wouldn't be missing anything. He had been the cause of some of the worst times in my life. I swallowed nervously, waiting for him to get angry and punch Eli out, but instead he turned to me. Really, Ava? Does everything we had mean nothing to you? He asked in annoyance through clenched teeth, as I tried to think of the right thing to say. If I was being honest, I just wanted to leave. In all truth, Heath scared the crap out of me. I saw a side of him that no one else did... and it has terrified me ever since.
"Don't you dare even try. Because I will never forgive you for what you did to me."
I emphasized 'never'. I couldn't deal with Heath anymore. If I had to even once, I don't even know if I could handle it. The memories that racked my brain just by thinking of him made my heart ache.
Forgiveness wasn't something I was capable of when it came to Heath.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 14, 2010 18:09:35 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
"Really Ava? Does everything we had mean nothing to you?"
"Don't you dare even try. Because I will never forgive you for what you did to me."
I grimaced as they argued, Ava looking pained. God, whatever Heath had done to her... He was going to pay for what he had done. I took Ava's small hand in mine, gripping it reassuringly. I was going to get her through this, whatever the cost may be.
"And what might that be? I gestured toward Heath, and then Ava, faking an expression of disbelief.
Honestly, anyone else would be surprised that they had been together. Ava was so perfect, so gorgeous... I could go on and on. And then there was Heath. He was just... Not. I wouldn't even get started on him.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 14, 2010 18:24:40 GMT -8
YOU KNOW THE RAINY DAYS, THEY AIN'T SO BADHeath Kellan CorbetWHEN YOU'RE THE KING, THE KING THEY WANNA SEE
Ava's words frustrated me. I refused to believe that she would never forgive me. Hell, I wouldn't give up on her. And what might that be? Eli's annoying voice broke into my thoughts, and I gritted my teeth, trying to hold back the anger that rose steadily within me, like wildfire. My fists clenched as unclenched at my sides, as if to release some of the anger that was building.
"What makes you think you have the right to know?
I shot back, my voice like a growl of anger.
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Eli gripped my hand reassuringly as I swallowed nervously, beginning to feel anxious about this situation. Scratch that. I had began to feel anxious a while ago, now it was just building. And what might that be? Eli asked, a fake look of disbelief crossing his face as he looked from me to Heath.
Oh god, if things were bad before.. they had took a turn for the worst just now. Talking about what Heath had done... I don't even know if I could explain it. Turning to Eli for a moment, ignoring Heath, I gave him a pleading look. This wasn't the time or place for it. My eyes held desperation as I let out a breath, my hand beginning to shake within Eli's warm grasp. What makes you think you have the right to know? Heath's words cut through my thoughts like a knife. I couldn't stand this.
I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. I felt sick with anxiety. I would do almost anything, but relive what happened that day. That was the day that everything I thought I knew about him turned out to be a complete lie. When he turned my life upside down, made me see things I had no desire to witness.
But what made me even more upset, was that Eli was involved.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 15, 2010 16:03:24 GMT -8
you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTT A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Heath gritted his teeth, unclenching his fists in frustration. I turned back to Ava, who was still sitting helplessly on the ground beside me. She returned my gaze, giving me an innocent pleading look. I could feel the tremors moving through her hand underneath my own, fumbling absently with her slim fingers.
"What makes you think you have the right to know?"
I blinked, turning my attention back to Heath. The way he looked at Ava... It scared me. Not because he wanted to rip my head off, not because he was surely looking for a way to get back at me. Because he would willingly hurt her. I had never been scared for myself before, let alone scared for someone else. But, then again, I'd never been in love like this before either.
"Well, unlike, you, I actually care about Ava." I swallowed hard, waiting for Heath's reaction. When there was none, I continued, turning to face Ava, ignoring whatever Heath had to say. "But, look. Ava. If you don't want me to know... I'm okay with it. I'm not going to dig any further." The left side of my mouth turned up into a weak grin, my focus completely off of Heath and whatever the hell he wanted.
Honestly, it didn't matter anymore.
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Post by summerstorm on Sept 15, 2010 16:15:48 GMT -8
YOU KNOW THE RAINY DAYS, THEY AIN'T SO BADHeath Kellan CorbetWHEN YOU'RE THE KING, THE KING THEY WANNA SEE
Well, unlike, you, I actually care about Ava. But, look. Ava. If you don't want me to know... I'm okay with it. I'm not going to dig any further.
His words only angered me further. I did care about Ava. Anyone could see that... right? I mean hell, we had been together for almost a year. I sure as hell cared about her! Fuck, this Eli was seriously screwing things up for me
"If I didn't care about her, why would I be fighting so hard to get her back?"
I retorted, a smug look coming across my expression. He sure as hell would pay for this. I would make sure of that.
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Well, unlike, you, I actually care about Ava. But, look. Ava. If you don't want me to know... I'm okay with it. I'm not going to dig any further.
I swallowed anxiously, squeezing Eli's hand in almost a reply as my chin nodded softly. I almost didn't trust myself to speak right then. I thought if I opened my mouth, I wouldn't be able to hold my emotion back. If I didn't care about her, why would I be fighting so hard to get her back? Because your delusional.. I thought biting my lip in frustration.
Like I said, if I never saw Heath again for as long as I lived, I would be more than okay with that.
Hell, that would be bliss. I knew I would have to talk to Eli about what happened. Truth was, I had kept it bottled up for so long that it may even do me some good. No one new about it, except me and Heath. And that was becoming extremely inconvenient.
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Post by Gracie♥ on Sept 15, 2010 17:08:07 GMT -8
center] you heard that i was trouble ,
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"If I didn't care about her, why would I be fighting so hard to get her back?"
Fighting? Hah. He wasn't exactly making it known that he wanted Ava back. But that only made things easier for me. Still, his words made me angrier than ever. Ava squeezed my hand gingerly, but I slid my hand discreetly away, vaulting myself up off the wall.
That was it.
"Well, it doesn't look like it's working, now does it?" I retorted icily, stepping forward until I was right up in his face.
Heath was a good deal taller than me, and I could see the veins in his neck bulge with anger. Still staring up at him, I raised my hands, knocking him back toward the tile walls. Heath might have been bigger than me, but I was never afraid to pick a fight. And I had a feeling that this could be a good one.
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